Like that, lor

I WANT TO PERFORM ON STAGE LIKE REAL SOON

 

By the way, I found out from Joei that this person whom I regarded as a good buddy(ok maybe used to) actually backstabbed me about many things. It's not that I want to lie to Joei, I believe she understands that why I want to keep certain things from her. Doesn't matter now anyway cos it's not like I betrayed her or something. But this friend of mine apparently thinks it's very cool to let her know all these things that I kept from her in order to maintain the surprise. What a dick. Fucking hypocrite, I don't need you to tell my girlfriend where I bought her present and how much it is and make her 'promise you not to tell me what you told her'. Wake up your idea and get a life, dick. Hypocrite. Hypocrite
hypocrite
hypocrite
hypocrite
hypocrite
hypocrite fuck you to death fucker. _|_

I have totally no idea why I felt so weak last night and had to go to bed the moment I stepped into home. I really didn't know you were going through this much and now that I read your entry I feel really bad.

I'm sorry for not being able to accompany you at night.
I'm sorry for not being there for you when you needed someone to talk to.
I'm sorry for sleeping while you're cracking your brains for a solution about the lost mail.
I'm sorry for being so ever-sleepy.

I just felt bad and had to apologise. I hope you feel better when you wake up.

It's really comforting to see her change and grow that tad bit over these few months. Compared to how she was like when I first know her, she's much nicer now although most people can't see it. I see her day in day out, I know. She speaks with much more maturity than compared to before. She's brainstorms on how to make money at the tender age of 16. She really puts in a lot of effort when she really wants to do something. Sometimes I even think she has stronger determination than me.

Did I mention she's picking up piano? Her learning speed is ridiculous I swear! You guys should check out her blog or youtube for her videos.

A couple of days back, she took me to her classmate, Sarah's place to bake me something. Really very sweet of her. :D I don't know, things are really very good now and I never want to lose a single bit of what I'm having now. Sometimes I even sit down and doubt about how can things turn out so well? HAHA.

Joei's really fantastic la. If you're reading this, I just wanted to tell you that I've never regretted falling for you. I might be fucking you up with my sarcasm from time to time, telling you that you are hopeless and all. You know I don't mean it one la. Even if you don't want to go to school, no matter how rotten you want to be, you'll always be my one and only and I'll never ever give up on you. Sorry ah guys, she's mine. Don't even bother. ^_^


I love you!